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It's still raining.

Oh gosh,my back is aching.

My throat is sore.

I'm feeling rather cold.

I'm hungry too!

I really want to sit in my garden,with my dog,and enjoy a warm cup of mushroom soup.

That will make my day.

Or if I had someone to cuddle to bed.

I wish you were here.

Raindrops on my window.

Today is a rainy day.Woke up to the sound of raindrops pattering on my window.Just lazed in bed and had a full 10 minutes of nothingness.It's bliss.When I woke up,I though of my kid mom.Heh,when it rains I just have to remind her.Idk why.Head is throbbing like hell.Oh yeah,yesterday I got a call saying I could go for the STAR EduFund interview for the ADTP(American Degree Transfer Program).Aaaah,I was so blur I kept on saying 'Huh'.Even the person on the other end said,"Umm why do you sound so blur?"Hahaha.Oh well,at least I'll be dropping by Subang for awhile.Anyways,I haven't been exercising for the past few days,oh gosh.Fat fat fat.Damn ittttt.I've been sleeping like a right old pig.*Ashamed.And lately it's been raining raining and raining.So nice to sleeeeeeeep.I had 5 pieces of peanut butter sandwiches. :D Hehehe,guilty conscience again.Took my dad's laptop to reformat then here I am facing the computer,again.So long people.




When love runs dry,what's left?
When passion is gone,where do we stand?
The person you loved is slowly fading,each side tries to hurt the other more and more.
Both sides claim they feel that love is fading but the truth is deep down,they can't let go.
But after all the revenge,the chaos between,what's born from that love?
Nothing but hate.
Loving someone so much,until you can't let go,so to continue justifying your love for the person that you love yet who has hurt you so much,you hate.
Hate which is born and bred from love.

Untitled.

Spent the whole morning on facebook.Eyes are tired.Translating my little bros' work from malay to chinese.Aaaah,why did the chinese make things so complicated?A comma,and the structure of the original sentence is altered completely,an extra spacing and likewise happens.Oh gosh,i'm going to have a big headache soon.Listening to the soothing tones of Deftones,Drowning Pool,Shotmaker and Killwitch Engage the whole morning.Hope I didn't wake anyone up with my music. :D

Anyways,gotta go.Going to hit the couch awhile.

PS:Life's a bitch,babe.Learn to live with it.I'm hitting KL soon.See you! :D
PSS:To the guy who messed her up,you're a really messed up son-of-a-bitch.

Yawn.

Today woke up early,headed to SMI to see some Kelly Ng's.
Why?Because all of them want to be like actors in a tamil movie.

Ah,hidup ini terlalu pendek untuk dimainkan dan nyawa sekarang memang terlalu murah.Kalau nak cari masalah,eh payahlah.Baik hidup aman & damai kan,janganlah nak fight fight.Macam budak kecil je.Balik rumah,cerminkan diri.Ibu bapa lahirkan korang nak jadi orang yang berguna bukan nak tengok gambar kau kat obituary surat khabar.Bayar duet pada kau untuk pergi sekolah belajar bukan nak bayar duit keranda untuk kebumikan kau.Matang matang la skit.Tidak bermakna kau masuk kongsi gelap memang besar.Kalau ada baguslah,nak I tolong letak dalam surat berhenti sekolah?(: Conpem 10A+.Nak bangga sangat,taksub sangat,dapatlah 10A+ baru kau cakap besar alright?I tunggu-tunggukan hari tu.

Back to english,well hung out with Azrul,Stephen and my dear brother,Bryan today.Saw a few nice girls.God bless you guys.I'm dead tired.I seriously need a drag or i'm going to faint.LOL,i'm hitting the sack.

PS:Everyday i'm shuffling. B)

Just another day.

Damn sleepy these days,seriously got to start finding some work to do.
I just found out that there's more post-SPM stress and it is more serious than pre-SPM stress.
Source of pre-SPM stress,expectation of parents,teachers and various other sources.
Source of post-SPM stress,the overwhelming sensation of nothing to do,it can kill.Example,like some junkie who just got a shot,all the high but nowhere to release it.Meh,shucks.

Life.

Have you ever felt like you're waving at someone through a snow-frosted windowpane?
The feeling like you're not there,two parallel worlds.They can only see each other but they can never meet.
The existence of both sides often affect one another but they never notice.Or one side may notice the other but nothing similar happens at the other end.
Questions are meant to be answered.But what happens when you question that answer or you get another question after you've asked one?We can never stop asking why.The thirst for knowledge,to learn more,will never fade unless we let it be.Like why are hearts even existent?Why do we survive,live?Are we part of a bigger mechanism,a higher power guiding us?
Well,I say that hearts are only practical when they're made to last,endure everything and yet remain unbreakable but it's not going to happen anytime soon I guess.Life without pain would be rather dull though so I guess we just have to be content with life?Not an easy task to achieve though.
Smile people (:

Another day.

Today is just like any other day,feeling frustrated.Some things are never meant to surface,ever.Period.Oh well,gonna go out soon.It's 2152 hours.After I'm done with this,i'm out of hereeeeee.(: Nights people.

PS:To whom it may concern,I really love you and i'm not ready to lose you yet.If you ask me,i'll never be able to.

16.04.2011

So yeah,this is what i've been up to for the past two weeks.Physically and mentally tired and dad just went to work today for the next 20 days.

• On a diet plan for 9 days(Which is over now,PS I lost 2.5kgs not 25kgs.)
• Been watching Heroes,season1,2,3,House,CSI:Miami and NY.
• Won Brothers-In-Arms:Earned In Blood,Call Of Duty 3 and 4,Commandos OSS,NFS:Carbon and Most Wanted.
• Bought Pre-U maths and physics books to 'start' reading.
• Put up with a lot of stupid crap.
• Badminton and jogging everyday.
• Catching spiders with little bros in the evening.(Watching them.)
• Wondering whatever the eff is wrong with people these days.
• Thinking about where to study,weighing the options and waiting for scholarships.
• Aeronautical engineering then ACCA.
• Trying to get myself into studying mode.
• Trying to ask Brooklyn Decker and Avril Lavigne out on a double date.B)
• Smileeeeeeee.
• PS:Kid mom is back,so happy.

The only thing on my mind now is Googoodolls-Iris.<3

Drowning Pool-Love and War.

Love and War

Promise that you always will, 

Keep candles lit on the windowsill, 

You know I'll be comin' home, 

You know I never wanted to go away, 

But what am I supposed to say, 

When I hear the sounds of the trumpet call, 

Who says. 

All is fair in love and war.(My favourite line) 

Your pictures kept close to my heart, 

Letters all but fall apart, 

Each night I read them over again. 

You know I never wanted to go away, 

But what am I supposed to say, 

When I hear the sounds of the trumpet call,

Who says. 

You know I never wanted to go away, 

I swear,

Its war.

Hello people.

Aaaaah,i'm back again.Don't know what prompted me to blog again but oh well just let me give it a shot again.Will be updating asap.I had sweet and sour pork for dinner.D-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s baybeh! B)

PS:My current dieting plan is on it's 8th day.Tomorrow will be the last.
PSS:I really gotta keep my mouth under control or i'll gain back all the weight I lost.The terror of thinking bout it. O.O Hahaha,9 days to lose 2.5-3 kg BUT it only takes one session to the mamak to gain all of that back.