29.05.2009

It was a great day. :) The best day ever.I couldn't stop smiling.I really had a good time.Thank you so much.Movie was great.Funny.LOL.Ummm.I slept soundly after I don't know how many nights.A dreamless sleep.Nowadays feeling very sleepy,don't know why.I think i'm turning into a piggie :( Help me.Aaaaaah!I'm planning to watch Terminator:Salvation and improve my snooker and guitar skills during this holidays.And study hard too.*I hope*I find that doing something worthwhile and meaningful during the holidays makes it more 'wholesome' rather than just watching TV 24-7 and facing the comp.Rights?So yeah.Forget bout the results to come and just take it easy.When it comes,it will come regardless of how much you think bout it.So yeah.Enjoy the holidays people.Wheee.A well deserved break.I miss her so very much. :(

Uhhh.

For the few special people I have tagged.Please please oh please.I did not say you won't get married to your teenage lover definitely.Nothing is sure in life.And I did not mean it to be directed to you.Are you the ONLY one with a teenage lover?Perhaps. :)

So come on.Yeah.And I have never cursed anyone.And of all the people to curse,why YOU?Am i so free?:) Hmmm.I have better things to do than go around cursing people that teenage lovers are failures.For your information,I admire those people who have managed to stay together and pull through this life.So yeah.

Today's a great day.More hard rock,more guitar-ing and no tears.

Umm.Tagged?I'm not even sure if it's me.

1. Do you have any secrets?
Sure,who does not?Secrets are best left secrets because the truth hurts.Ask me no questions and i'll tell you no lies.

2. Have you ever tried not eating anything for a few days?
No.I think it's stupid not to eat.As in for fun.If it is a must then oh well.Is there ever a must where you just don't eat for a few days?Nah.So yeah.Never tried never will.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Yeah of course.Friends are there.Where there's friends,there's fun.But the teachers are the down side.Being all too rigid and conservative.Get a life.

4. Coffee or more coffee?
The more the merrier.More and more coffee.Caffeine is a drug.A mild one though.Hmm.Yes I love coffee and it does not affect me at all.not unless I chug down a a whole ice blended like some dumb little kiddo did and ended up brain-freezed :)

5. Laughter or forever smiles?
How bout both?Smiles can signify affection and happiness.Laughter is a must.Haven't you heard laughter is the best medicine.Smiles can conceal your true emotions but I find it harder to laugh than smile when i'm down.So yeah.A smile is free and it doesn't hurt anyone so does it kill you to actually smile?:) Nope,didn't think so.Spread the smileys people.

6. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
I would say both.At this age,I don't believe in true love.And if love was that easy to be found,we would all be in love,genuine,passionate love.Not that I love you,you love me crap.At this age,lover?Go check yourself.Ten years from now are you gonna be with that same guy?Hmm.Same strong feelings?Perhaps even stronger?Bear in mind,now it's still a 'small' world.What is yet to come.That's life.Pretty girls and cute guys everywhere.We are all human.If you are in a relationship now just stick to getting closer and knowing each other more.Who am I to say this?LOL.Never think too far ahead as it might get you hurt.Oh yeah.In 5 or 6 years time or maybe 10,we are gonna get engaged.End up married.Have children.Uhuh.Go and fuck yourself.It's not gonna happen.=)You haven't even passed your studies and yeah.But it isn't wrong to imagine such a future.It's not that far out as it may seem. The future is unknown,a more complicated puzzle which is getting more complicated as we go :)For those lucky ones who have indeed found true love,my heart goes out to you.Sincerely I admire you.


7. The person you like is already attached. what would you do?
Nothing can be done.What has happened has happened.If that person really loves you,he/she will come for you.Not you go after them as it is pointless.What's to be reaped from a one sided love?Nothing but more pain :)Let it come naturally.

8. What made you smile today?
Basically nothing.I smiled because I don't wanna look glum and moody and spoil other people's day.But if it were to be a genuine smile.I Would have smiled when Yew Vivian told me she broke here nails during bowling.And she was saying that they gotta change the games and add some gloves so that it'll be safe for her :)Doink.

9. Angelic or devilish?
Neither.If you don't know me you can't tell.Those who know me might be able to tell.But i stand on the neutral side.i would say angelic though if i had to make a choice :)

10. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Having a succesful carrier,hot wife,sports car.

11. Who are currently the most important people to you?
I don't know.I guess my little kiddo elaine.Haha.And those of you who know you are special to me.

12. What is the most important thing in life?
My friends,my warlock guitar,family and snooker/pool.

13. Are you single or attached?
Detached.

14. What is your favourite colour?
Black,white,purple.

15. What is your wish?
To make the ones I really care about happy and make sure they never get hurt.That's just an example.

16. Have you ever wondered what would happen afterlife?
Yeah.I can imagine having beer and laughing my arse off with all my friends.Wherever they are.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
Yes.I can't stay mad at a person.I don't think I can even get mad.But don't become the first to make me stay mad at you.

18. Which do you prefer? spending time with family members or close people who understand you?
Close people.Understand me?I wish that would happen.I thought it did and i realised that I was wrong.I don't even understand myself.Haha.

19. what is your biggest regret of your life?
Hurting people I care or cared about.

20. 5 people you're gonna tag
#someone who feels his life isn't worth living
#someone who feels content with his life
#anyone who thinks they understand me
#anyone who is bored
#someone who can help me understand myself

Haha.No one shall do it.No names stated.So if you feel like doing it please,go ahead. :)

When all is said and done.

When all is said and done,I actually feel better.Finally.One person is better than two people suffering right?I'm sure everyone would agree :) So after three years.It's ended.I'm sure we feel better now.I guess.Life has to go on and I hope I can move on.I'll try my utmost best.I'm sure you'll be happy with him.Goodbye.For this is merely the start of a yet long journey.Should we say goodbye at the start,we may still meet at the ending or the middle.If our paths cross then so be it.Hmm.My heart shall be with yours no matter where or when.I will never regret knowing you.As you are still the best thing that happened to me ever.Whatever the past,forget it.Whose fault and why should not be the issue any longer.Never look back and never regret it.Believe in this few words.I do.=)But those little memories still remain in my heart and not even time will take them away from me.I shall cherish those memories and remember but when all has been forgotten,they shall remain still.Forget me not.I hope.We have grown through everything.What little time we had is not important,what is important is we actually had the time to enjoy it regardless how short it was.To me,my life wouldn't have been complete without all the tears shed,without all those words said,without the encouragement you gave and for a time I tasted Joy.The feeling of knowing you were just alright.The moment of just looking at you.When I was lost, you brought my feet back to solid ground.You still do.Forgive me for all my mistakes.I am not perfect and I don't intend to be.I hope i'm forgiven for it all.The pain,the tears and those harsh words.Remember this day I always will.When all is said and done :) I still love you.

To my Best Friend.
24/5/09

Depression phase one.

This is where you'll still smile and feel like shit inside. :)
And listen to music non-stop for hours literally.
Act more loud and brash than usual.
Actually seem more confident but inside you're just dead.
And 1234 by Plain White Tees sound so sweet.Hahaha.So random man.WTH.

I miss my little kiddo princess.Hope she's okay.
And i'm not missing you.Best friend?You must be kidding me.Why don't you just KILL me.Do me a favour and wipe ME off the face of this earth.One less burden for you.
Oh yeah and Yew Vivian was handing me You-tube videos to watch.It actually cheered me up a bit.Mmm.Thanks though you might not have realised it.

PS:I won't miss you.
PSS:I promise i won't miss you.
PSSS:I promise myself i won't break that promise.
PSSSS:I don't know if it's possible.

EXAMS ARE over :)

I don't see the big deal.Actually after that 5 second euphoria and overwhelming relief,I actually miss the exams.What am I saying?Oh no way.Haha.But it is kinda crappy cause we have to do our recess duties again.Why can't you people put your plates into the basin?Your momma didn't learn you?Hahaha.Anyway.Here I am updating my blog.It has been kinda boring and I think i'm going into depression phase one and boredom phase two.Oh my gosh.Exams are a nescessary evil.Not evil la but that's just a way of describing it.A metaphor you might say.I just switched my Nokia 6600 a.k.a 'Sabun' with my mom's Vodafone V3i.=D Oh yeah babe.The speaker's quality is awesome.Nowadays i'm heading to Seven's more often.Go and play pool and snooker there.I love the vespa with the Genki sticker la.Darn cute.Hahaha.I'm getting better and better*I wish*Listening to Three Days Grace more and more.They have this emotic edge to their songs.Love them.I'm straight though so yeah.Oh yeah went Nasmir's today.Met Stephen and Des there.Went and eat la.Azrul and Stephen.You fellows alwaya wanna eat,Eat,EAT only.Hahah.No offense guys.It is a good thing!

Oh yeah.Entered Nasmir's.Azrul belanjaed Des,Stephen belanjaed me.Me and Des had air limau and Stpehen had Bandung 'kurang manis' and Azrul had Kopi O Ais.That dude that took our orders was kinda slow.I meant VERY.Me and Des ordered air limau at the same time and he just stared at us for quite a while and he finally asked again.What a blur bum.*I don't mean anything,sometimes i'm like that too.Like once every blue moon?*Hahha.Then they took like ten years to bring a few somple drinks.The best part was there were 5 people there.All don't know doing what.Screwing each other?Hahha.And the ghey guy that took our orders were calling each other sayang.So we laughed till like everyone was staring at us.WHO CARES?:)And we took Des phone all and started saying hello sayang in loud voices.I though that dude would actually care but oh well.Later paid up.Wanted to divide the bill so Stephen paid up.He paid ten buacks that guy wanted to count for everyone eventhough we already said separate.So he kena firing la.Tak tahu kira ah?Hahha.Stephen.Then later Azrul suppose to pay 8.30 and he only paid 7.That guy counting the notes don't know how many times.Ini tujuh ini tujuh.Hahaha.So in the end Stephen fished out the 1 buck and Des chipped in 30 cents.I laughed.Hahah.The biggest help of all.Okay gottago people.For those that have ended the exams,don't gloat over those who haven't ended theirs yet cause it surely will happen back to us.And start studying for the next exam.For those who HAVEN'T ended their EXAMS,BAD luck :p
Nights people.

Cops,Handcuffs and Shivering hands.

Today was crappy.Went to school while it was raining heavily in the morning.I had high hopes of having no main assembly.Hate the-more-hectic-than-usual morning assembly especially on Monday.I'm just not ready for so much irritating crap chucked in your face after having two peaceful days of 'natha' free weekend.I don't think anyone can actually take it anyway.We were on the way to duty and it started drizzling.Walked to the routine B block.Met Eric and he said off duty MAYBE.Went to my class and hung out there for a while.Lazy to duty la that time.Then suddenly was Puvi all walking back.I asked whether got and he said off-duty.I just went natha-crazy and shouted YEAH!Ooops.Forgive the over reaction but I had to okay?It was a Monday-assembly-free day.Woooo.That's like 500 bucks given to you by a super hot chick on a nice cloudy day :) OR OR a super refreshing ice lemonade given to you by Jessica Alba on a hot day.Mmmm.Nice.Had history paper 2 and moral paper today.I have this theory on moral papers.People with moral values normally flunk their moral and vice versa,people that don't normally have moral values or maybe just have very little :)pass with flying colours.I don't know why but sometimes it feels that way.I am not speaking for myself though my moral marks are usually low but i'm not saying this just to justify my low marks.Trust me!!The rest of the day was okay.

Oh yeah.Went cycling with Stephen later in the evening around 5.We were behind someone's house at a corner la.Near Dharmen's and Joses' house.Messing around.Freaking cops came and nearly busted us.Threatening with that psychology thing.Two dudes,one an elderly looking dude with moustache and the other was sporting retro looking shades with a super gangster attitude.On purpose.

Both of them got out of the patrol car.

P(Cop A,retro gangster dude.):Eh,umur berapa?IC mana.Baik keluar nanti saya bawa you pergi balai.
Stephen had IC.I didn't have.
Me:Takde la bang.
Q(Cop B,moustache guy):Eh apa abang abang?
Me:Oh sorry pak cik Ismail.[I was so darn blank so I read it off his nametag]
P:You mau tipu saya ya.*slams handcuff on the back of the car.Mahu saya angkut you balik ke balai?
Me:Sorry la bang.Umm,pak cik.Takde IC serious ni.He checked me.Only found phone and other stuff,no IC.Crap la.Why I wanna lie?
P:You tipu lagi.Tadi kata member punya.Bla bla bla.
Me:Okay pak cik,kita sudah mengaku.Tolonglaa.
Q:Tulis nama,IC,sekolah,alamat etc.Then P took pic of me with his phone.(I'm suprised he even knows how to use it)
Me and Stephen wrote.I wrote Pn.Chan's name as my guru class.Hahaha.WTH.He had his IC though but.Hahah.
P:PMR result macamane?
Me and Stephen:7 A.
P:You semua pandai.Janganlah buat perkara ni.Ini last warning.
Me and Stephen:Terima kasih pak cik.

This is the simplified version though.What an experience.Life is FUN.

Cycled away.God,my hand was shivering that time.Darn.Later we laughed our arses off when we recapped what happened.Went Dharmen's house and watched him jam as usual.It has been a long day.I'll take today as a reminder.Always bring IC and no cash when I go out.And never be in the wrong place at the wrong time.Good night people.Thank god i'm not in the balai.(I think he never intended to do that anyway :) but still,thank you god.Sweet dreams people.Modern Maths 2 and Bio 2 tomorrow.More writing,rest oh poor hands of mine.

Little Cousin's Birthday.(16/5)

It was such a tiring day.Haven't been updating this blog for quite a while.I mean as in a few days.Was so busy not studying and cycling and playing pool.Sorry mom.Oh yeah.Went over to little cousin's house at 12 after fetching my little bros from abacus class.Smart arses.They'll most likely be smarter than me not that i'm smart though but yeah,i'm proud of them.Oh yeah.Spent the first 3 hours playing counter-strike at Gareth's PC.Then we both went down to help all the little kiddos fill up the waterballoons.Haha.Was so tired.Slowly Amanda's(my cousin kiddo)friends started arriving.So easy for them,they were not filling up 300 water balloons.Haha.They're kids so what the heck right?Hmmm.Am not complaining.Oh yeah.Had this flip-flop game where the little kiddos had to wear one side of a wimming flipper and run and fill up the water bottles.Then this cute lil girl fell.Reminds me of you Elaine :) Hahaha.It's a compliment adik.Hmmm.Later had barbeque with satays and satay sauce and tomyam with crap sticks and some kinda carrot cake(fried flour noodles) and large XXL prawns.Oh yeah man.And chicken curry.I'm no glutton but it was awesome man,AWESOME.Yummy to the max.Before eating had games.It took us 6 people to fill up the water balloons in about half an hour of back-breaking work and it was gone in about 6 minutes?LOL.Sakit hati man.But it was fun.Later ate till we were full,had a break letting the kiddos play till puas-puas then we all ate.After everyone left,I messed around with my uncle's Fender guitar.I love it.Compare my accoustic to that it's basically nothing O.O Later when it was starting to rain went back home.All my little bros were practically 'dead' and I was too.

That dude.

Oh yeah.Before Infuse,I put something outside near the Baptism thingy pool.Later went outside wanting to take it,see see there was this silhouette of a body.We thought it was some bundles of plastic bags.It was actually a guy.Pity him.That time he was there so I didn't bother to pick my stuff up.Went to Wooley's and ordered drinks.We stared at each other,all fighting who was gonna order first.Finally Steven ordered first.He and Dharveen had some watermelon drink thingy.It was like a punch.I had cha suet-chinese iced tea.Dharmen had 100+.hahaha.Their mom called Steven's phone.Dharmen just got up and like took his 100+ with him.Left Dharveen there.Hahah.i though he was gonna take the cup too.So since two guys going might as well we all go.So we just gulped everything down and walked back to FGA.They went back already.

Went back.Steven offered Sharon 10 bucks to get my stuff back.Hahaha.We were debating directly at the spot he was sleeping.He sleeps like a log,man,we were practically shouting and he still didn't wake.I got whacked by her so many times.Ish.I decided to try la.Suddenly Steven said Hello.And Sharon said Excuse Me so loudly.Haha.That guy stirred.FINALLY,O.O We just took off.Haha.We were scared la.See see he'll get up and shout or choke us.Luckily no such thing happened.Went back after that.LOL.

Nights people.Come FGA INFUSE la.Fun fun fun.See see we get to experience all kinds of crappy adventuristic ventures.Byeee.C=

Exams!

For the past four days,I and the rest of Ipoh's students have been suffering and enduring the total hardship of exams.Oh well.Sucks.I think i flunked my add maths,physics paper 2 and umm sure got more to come.That's what comes out of studying late or not studying at all.Okay la.There's two cases.
Case 1:Studied but forgotten everything.
Case 2:Didn't study.

I am somewhere in between.But if that's the case,I rather be the second one.Hahaha :P
Guess what Kenny and Leong said after the physics paper 2 and add maths.It was on the same FREAKING day.Doesn't the school management have any logical thinking?Huh.Screw them.Oh yeah,They told me to think on the bright side that the papers were over.Hahha.True but I don't know.Some people were kinda glum that day cause of the paper.(Limau,chill la.It's over already.Nothing can be done)Mano's tuition was kinda okay that night on Thursday.Something bout some polypeptide chain thingy,don't care la.I forgot how I manage to get through the week,with all the papers and stuff.God's help :)

Today was Chemistry and Physics paper 1.So easy.Hahaha.Not that i'm complaining.Oh yeah,Adrain.Why shouldn't I admit i'm gay?Does it affect anything?Hahaha.Dumbarsehole.Went cycling with Azrul near Seven's club.Saw Apek's Lancer Evo there.Cycled around searching for a non-existent club.Hahaha.Went FGA INFUSE at night.It was awesome.Umm,leppaked with Anil,Arul,Dharmen,Dharveen,Azrul,Limau and Leong at Wooley's.Just walking around and talking.Good old times.Today in Infuse,it was movie day.Watched a movie called 'Catching The Giants',something bout an americal football coach failing his team and persevering through trusting in God to guide him.It was quite an inspiring show.Funny too.=D

Okay.I shall update my blog tomorrow too.Bye people.Good luck for the second week of gruelling exams.Love you guys.

Rain,rain,go away.

What a day.It has been raining for the whole day now.What a wet day.I did not go to school.Was studying chemistry for a few hours.I heard the lower-sixers came in today.Wheee.New people.I heard there's an Aussie chick there too.Abel told me.Abel,bad boy!Lol.Damn lazy today.Played FF:Tactics.Don't know why.Was probably bored out of my skull.Then played guitar again.Haha.Can't wait to get my amp and blow the house off.Tommorow's the exam.And I think i'm screwed.It hasn't even started and i'm wishing it was over.Crap Crap Crap.A plus for today was that physics tuition was canceled.Okay people.Gotta go Facebook now.Buhbyeee.C=

Mothers' Day and Six Boxes of pizza!=D

Lazy to update yesterday.Was so freaking tired.Woke up in the morning and wished my mum Happy Mothers' Day.Went TKD(Taekwando)in the morning.Came back.Ate bread and mee cup.Then urm.Grumbled cause was hungry.Hahaha.I know i'm fat and that little bit of food didn't actually fill my tummy.Hahah.Control control.

Went cycling in the evening with Azrul,Stephen,Dharmen,Dharveen and Kenny.Met at Coffeenet and wanted to play Left4Dead.See see the stupid comp lag.Next to me Stephen and Dharmen were playing DOTA.[Dumb-ARSE game]They were whacking each other literally.The game was going on and they were trying to see each other's item.Don't know what sceptre la and heart and vanguard and crap.Anyway.After that two more dudes game and joined us in CS till Kenny and Azrul came.Played on the Ice map.Hahah.We practically made the whole place noisy and Alive.Terrorists{Me,Dharveen and Azrul} and the C-Terrorists{Dharmen,Kenny and Stephen}.Hahaha.so unevenly matched.During the game there was this arse character who was just levitating there so I just shot the crap outta him for fun.So idiot came behind me and killed me with a shotgun.Oh well.Had fun.Went cycling to some car shop to pump our bikes.We went to near Greg's house at the slope and just zoomed down.Now there's a hump there people,don't try it at full speed or you'll lose TWO very Important things.Adrian doesn't have any so he can go and try.

Came back around 6.30.My uncle actually ordered 6 boxes of pizza.Hot,steamy,fresh,juicy,mouth-watering pizza.It's been so long since I had any anyway.ROFLMAO.We drank and ate lots and lots of pizza and soft drinks.Opened one box after another.My little bros and cousin sis could really eat.They devoured more pizza than me I think.i only had around 6.Hahaha.(What an understatement.ONLY 6).After we were through our fourth box,we had 'recess time' for around 20 minutes.After that period we opened up the two remaining boxes.One was some crappy supreme island thingy with pineapple and the other one was the new prawn with mayonaise pizza thing.Sadly we were too full.My bro gave me his prawn though so I had two.=DD YUMMMY!After that just cleaned up and went to bed.Dead tired.

Happy Belated Mothers Day.

PS:Stephanie,Happy Mothers' Day too.Hahaha.No you're not old and not yet a mom.But oh well you can be mine.Lawl.Dayumm,I can't believe I said that.Anyway that's what I told her.

Pain and Confusion.

Woke up at 8.Kinda early for a Saturday.Ate bread with peanut butter and chocolate spread.YUM YUM.After that cleaned up and studied for 2 and a half hours NON-STOP.Heehee.Feeling so proud.For you guys it might be normal but I just can't till today :)

I read the newspaper after messing around with the guitar.I think I can play Ronan Keating's You Say It Best When You Say Nothing At All that song.Umm quite easy.Oh yeah I came across one extremely interesting article.I'll post it tommorow I guess.Something bout women and men and some facts.Hahah.I was kinda laughing my arse off when I read it.

After that lazed around.Was feeling damn moody cause we were not getting along well.Very cold with each other.Using one word messages.Sorry Viv.Sometimes I just let my emotions get the best of me.Oh well.Raged all afternoon.Azrul called me out at 6 to go cycle.Met Mahesh and lepakked at the Fair Mart field.No one in sight.How sad :(

Went tuition at 7.Had to rush my dinner.Practically swallowed the egg with rice.Hahaha.Luckily I din't choke or something.Watched Garfield with my bros and uncle and mum.Tommorow's Mothers' Day.You guys got anything planned?Me and my bros gonna take over the housework for one day.Most likely.Okay,kinda tired.I'll wrap this thing up here.Happy Early By 52 minutes Mothers' Day to all mothers' and mothers' to be.Love you all so very much.

INFUSE Revolution 360 :D

I didn't go to school today.Was supposed to study.And i ended up going to the bank,withdrawing cash and eating brunch at 10.30.It was chicken rice with that sweet char siew sauce thingy.Mmmm.Yum.My favorite part,the chicken breast.I'm sure you guys don't like that part.But I love it.Wheeee.Went to my cousin's house and played CS[Counter-strike].And i was SUPPOSED to study my bio.Die la Die la.

Got back home.Made some yummy hot chocolate and and and played guitar.Then I watched Hanakimi again.Addicted weh.The ghey doctor in that show.Hahaha.Darn funny la that guy in a ghey way.After that I forgot what I did.

7.45-Reached FGA.Walked around with Dharmen and Dharveen.After that entered for worship.Today the songs were awesome man.More towards hardcore punk and freestyle.Anyone who passes by would never know that we were actually worshipping God with all our might.Hahaha.It sounded more like a heavy metal gig.C=

Steven didn't come today.What the heck man.After that had cell.Before that we were walking towards 7eleven wanting to get a drink.

Dharmen:I only got 50 cents weh.
Dharveen:I used up my three bucks in offering.I gave you and you and you one buck.Now i have 60 cents left.
Ivan:Dei,I got not even one cent.

Passed by a durian stall."Eh eh,later we all go and test one durian la.We act as if we got cash then start choosing durians.After that ask that dude to open up and test.Makan puas-puas then lari."Our ingeniously diabolical plan.But it didn't work though.Then we went to 7eleven wanted to buy mineral water,see see it's 1.30 and we only had 1.10.What the heck la.Went Wooley's and we were debating who was gonna walk up and order 2 ais kosong bungkus.Hahaha.Big joke la.Ais kosong bungkus.Oh well.We were THIRSTY!

Oh my.I actually crapped so much.Aaaaaa!Okay okay.I'll stop here.Byeee.Nights people.

Calculus!=3

Dear adik,
Calculus isn't fun.Its confusing.Hahah.You must be having fun at it though.And remember,he doesn't like it.And and and.Someone quotes,"Math is the world's greatest mystery and misery".LOL.Guess who?*pssst,it was me*

You've tons of homework and you love calculus?Oh well,nothing is impossible for my princess.Hahaha.Nights kiddo.=D

I hope you'll never read this cause I think i'll get killed?Nah,don't think so.

Tuition,Bio,Politics,Calculus?

Today was awesome man.Had a mega jam at the Anderson roundabout.Traffic police were there already with the barricades.Someone should've shown a 'Most Wanted' bravado and crashed it.Oh well.I could just imagine.Biology class today was superb.Pn.Maya Menon talked non-stop for an hour.YES!NON-STOP.I admire her thirst to teach.Haha.We're lucky to get such a good teacher.Seriously.

Oh yeah.Came home.Went to Kenny's house to pass back the cable and pay some cash then headed to ummm Tesco to buy new weights.Saw so many shady looking people there.And there was this super cute girl too.Awww.Her eyes are so big you can just sink into them.Makes you wanna look into her eyes and just melt.C= Am i over-reacting?Oh yeah.Bought a packet of rice.And the U.S$ rate has dropped to 3.48.

Came back.Headed to bio tuition at Mano's.As usual I was the first to reach.Hmmm,sometime during the class while Azrul,Kenny,Leong and regretfully me were kinda annoying Abel.Sorry man.Mano was like.

Mini-Skirt
????
Maxi-Skirt

We were like Mano-Skirt.Hahha.How lame?But it was kinda fun though.And we were watching the news recap through Lee's phone.So useful.I'm crapping way TOO MUCH.=3 I love it though.

Buhbyeeee.Nights.

PS:I won't be going to school tommorow.

You :)

Dawn brings light,
New light,
A bright day which i could never look upon,
Because i saw you,
You and only you,
Could make me grave by your solidarity,
Sitting there alone,
Something touched me,
Your silence and sad smile,
In a way I could not imagine,
And when you smiled,
I knew that i loved you,
It was like a river flowing through me and my mind was in serenity,
It was like the world could continue on it's pace yet again.


Your soft brown eyes,
Your beauty held the world,
Frozen in a crystal stare,
Of transparency,
You smiled,
I withered,
you are my only one,
Forever.

Copyrighted to Ivan
2009.

Randomness.

Umm Umm.Today this dude called Yong Jun Keat from my class got whacked by a big bunch of 'natha'.For all SMK school students,we sure know what that term means.They're basically a bunch of uncivilized people.So oh yeah.He said the wrong thing at the wrong time and oh well,just got screwed.Just cause they're having about a 10:1 advantage then they have the guts to take on ONE poor dude.He should have watched his mouth though.Malaysia Boleh huh?!

I can't wait for tommorow.It's gonna be a massive day of riots(hopefully),a mass massacre,a fight where our extremely 'dedicated,honest and sometimes over helpful' leaders will just squabble like little kiddos.Oh well.Let's just put all our country's rabble into a big room.Lock and load a .52 and blow them to hell and back.=P

PS:Don't catch me and chuck me in jail.Pleaseee.

I came back.Ate nasi lemak with prawn sambal made by my beloved mom.It was mouth-watering.Oooh yummy!Took a shower and watched Hanakimi.I'm so addicted man.

Supposed to study and exercise but what the heck la.No time.Went to BM,Hamdan and got bored out of my arse.Yes elaine,ARSE.And and and had a good laugh there too.Ate dinner in Steven's car and straight went to Chemistry tuition.It was fun.C=

Currently listening to Papa Roach:Metamorphosis.[It's their new album]

Signing off dudes and dudettes.

[Heartbroken]

Heartbroken,
Mere syllables to say,
A hard word,
Immeasurable pain and hardship,
Transparency,
Innocent love brings,
All and none of these,
Happiness when I looked into your eyes,
And oh.You cared.

Now what has happened dearest?
What took you away from me?
Leaving me stranded on an island,
Surrounded by despair undefined,
Bright suns will never be seen again,
Only one star which gives light,
Lights up the total darkness,
So far yet so near,
Untouchable forever,
Though with a broken heart,
It’s deemed that better to have loved someone,
Though you’ll never have her.

I love you,
With all my heart,
Etched down,
Your name,
Fresh in my memories,
You’ll always be in my heart’s core.

Copyrighted to Ivan
2009.

Back to school!

After taking the last thursday off and monday too,I finally returned to school.Was so reluctant.After all who wants to leave that warm,soft,comfy,all snuggled up bed?=3
Got up late and had to rush.Mum was nagging.Hahaha.Oh well.It was to be expected anyway.School was okay today.Physics was crap.Had to 'fly' or ponteng class.Pn.Arfah is so Boring!Aih.4S2 students will surely agree with me.And and and umm.It's the 5th day of fasting for The Revolution 360-Infuse.Oh yeah.Feels good?and hungry?:)

I plan to study.Soon.
I hope to look forward to school tommorow.I'll be off to Facebook or some other crap.
Later peeps.

Another long day.

Got up late today.And i did not go to school cause i had to study at home.HAD to.Umm.i only managed to read my history for about an hour before i just closed the book and went to the TV.I'm sure you guys understand right?History and an average student just don't mix.I actually held the book though.=D(feeling so proud)And i played Ps for an hour then watched this Korean drama,i forgot the title.it's about this girl who impersonates a guy and studies at a guy boarding school.Isn't that adorable?Hmm.Had lunch early cause i was STARVING!o.o

Exercised at 5 then watched Tv again till 6.45.Got ready and headed to Physics tuition,Mr.Yap.
I understood what he said!Yipeeee.Came back and i found myself making a blog and giving it an absurdly screwed up URL.Oh well.

Nights.Another long day tommorow.

Hello People!:P

Hello.

My name is Ivan.

Sweet 16 this year.

Life is hard yet sweet.

Loves his special friend who has stood by him no matter what.

Loves his little adiks,(Elaine,Esther)

I love chocolates.

And my friends too.

Bye bye.